Our pastor has been preaching about seeking God's face. So we decided to have a collage around that theme.
However, we did not feel that we had actually finished what we were meant to create.
So two weeks later we got together again. We (reluctantly) decided to tear our pictures apart to make something completely different. Since we could not bring ourselves to rip up our own pictures, we took somebody else's collage in hand and tore it into two or three pieces. After taping big white papers together on a table, we started to glue the torn pieces onto the new, larger background.

We were not sure what we are doing or where it was leading to. Together we tried our best to make something beautiful out of the broken pieces. Honestly, at that point it really did not look that great. Then we selected warm colors of acrylic paint (orange, red and yellow) and brushed pigment around the scraps of torn collage. As we did so, one of the women said, "Look--there's a hole in the middle! Let's make this hole look like light." We did so by adding white paint as highlights.
Yet still, it looked like something was missing. So we decided to put the
the words "This is Jacob, the generation of those who seek your face, O Lord." (Psalm 24:6)
When the words were put onto the picture, something magical seemed to happen. We stepped back to gaze at the picture. A powerful, shining piece of art now lay on the table. It looked as if we had planned it out from the beginning. How had this happened? We were not sure, except that we knew it had somehow grown from our creativity-in-community.
The process of making this art was as precious to me as much as the end result.
I learned not to hold onto my individual artwork, since for the sake of the community each woman had allowed her own collage to be broken in order to make a bigger picture.
I learned to keep going, and to trust the process, even when you do not know what will be the end result.
I experienced that when you work as a community, something unexpected and beautiful can be born.























湖の風景は65年後も変わりません。


